i dunno where to start. i dunno what to say first..hmm..anyway, for the past few days i've noticed a lot of emptiness,sadness, longing, and other yearnings among a few people close to my heart. im not a pro at giving advices that would make people feel better. but somehow i wanna help. i have my own longings too. its a lot and some are major longings like bigtime. and yeah it hurts when you don't get it. totally. like you just wanna scream your heart out and burst! oh well.. you can't have everything you want. coz if you do, what would you strive for? what would keep you going? we all know that. but i've learned something just lately. God puts us to the test. a never ending test i suppose. He see's first is we can handle & be entrusted with the little things before He can give us the BIG things. if your still not ready to handle the tiny stuffs, na-ah, you can't have the BIG ones. not NOW...but maybe SOMETIME..when you're ready & when everything is in it's right place.

There is always a time for everything. and no matter what you're situation is, no matter how deep or shallow your relationship is with God.. He hears your heart. He hears your cries. God knows your heart. He knows all your needs & wants. You just have to trust.

You don't have to hide all the hurt inside yourself. Give it to God. He can handle it. I swear. He'll replace all those with joy.

I believe that in time you'll be there..wherever or whatever it is you want to be or want to have. take it slow. chill. relax. not a second of worry. hold on to the promise & never let go of it. there is something great that is meant for you somewhere down the road. i believe in it


you'll be there. i know. i believe. don't have to understand the how's & why's, just trust. God's plan is way beyond our understanding.

just as someone said to me before, "kung di pa panahon, di pa yan yon."

Right time. And as you wake up each day of your life, smile & be happy coz the right time is getting closer & closer each time you wake up.

you'll be there. you'll get there. and you're gonna get it. whatever it is. i believe in that. and if that time comes, man, it'll be way beyond your dreams & expectations. that's how God's grace works. Keep believing.

it's o-k-a-y it will wait for you. so don't worry. unload the woes now honey! cheer up ^.~